juz realised certain things r lies..if they r lies rite from the start..shld i still trust them now..??hahaz..y muz i believe tat..y tat time after 1 lesson..i still stubbornly believe in all these lies..how mani lessons muz i learn..to learn not to believe in this lies..naive gal..stubborn gal..stupid gal..foolish gal..silly gal..now..thinking back..i think a bit not worth wad ive gone thru..maybe not a bit onli..maybe itz a lot..i dunno..putting on a fake mask on mi face..which i dun wan to take it down for the time being..maybe will realli reveal miself at nite..but onli at nite..??dunno..wei ting arhz..if u reading this..one day..find one day we go out again..then we talk talk k..?know wad u going thru now..think i understand baz..sort of..maybe..maybe some things..r juz like tat..no matter how much u try to solve them..the more they are unsolved..??dun cry le..yea..sometimes like wad i say..release emotions..but..issit worth it..i dunno lahz..now quite emotional again..i talking crap here which i mite regret if u follow wad i say..hmmmm..but then..realli..dun cry le..sometimes..wad i feel laz..not saying u arh..ku le..ye mei you ren hui bang ni cha yan lei..(although got mi!!!our superb clique!!:D)..gal arhz..DUN CRY LE!!u choose to believe..then go ahead..dun care wad obstacles..juz follow ur heart..not sure..then let time pass n see how..if no..then..think u clearer than mi about wad u shld do le baz?hmmm..till the next time we meet..take care gal!!:)
